Yinyanged

I promise you That things will come Together again And life will be beautiful Technicolor and chaotically wonderful You won't be gray anymore You won't be retiscent anymore Because you won't be alone anymore And you will speak to me Despite not needing words I'll already know That we're both okay I promise you now We'll find each other Someday

Missing you Was like being homesick I felt safe for once And I loved you Because I felt so safe When you showed me color In the life I thought so gray You showed me how to hope When I figured the world was darkness You would smirk Dragging me into the Technicolor chaos That I'd feared so long You told me to trust the chaos Don't try to tame or understand it You said Just ride it out And move on from the darkness Missing you Was like being homesick I loved you Because you showed me color And then left me to wander alone So now On my own I need to find the strength To ride it out

I'm scared I'm alone I'm scared I'm alone I'm repeating For stability Repeating Repeating I'll never do this right Every time I try I try I fail I fail Why try When failure Repeats My body shakes My head aches A jittery timer is inside But there is no release No release For my nerves I'm scared I'm alone I'm scared I'm alone Why try When failure Failure Repeats

  Be quiet. Be very, very quiet. They’re coming for us. That’s the instruction that keeps pounding through my head. Each pulse. Each breath. Quiet. Very, very quiet.  The others are gone. Found long ago. I can only hope that they don’t rat me out. I remember Jake. He was a big mouthed moron. I hoped that his being stupid wouldn’t lead to me being found. I shudder. I would rather be dead than found.  I remember when they found my brother, Terence. He’s only six. Innocent. That’s too young. Too young to have the future yanked out from under him. I can remember hearing his screams. He put up a struggle-a g